Of course I did. I wouldn't have survived if I didn't.

[ Matter of fact. There's no guilt there, but also no evasion. He's tortured, he's executed, he's casually killed for convenience.

He starts splitting the peeled orange into segments. ]

I left the Peacekeepers a few years before I died and showed up here. I've been here more than a year. [ He eats a piece of the orange. ] I'm a terrible person but I like it here and I have had ample time and space to... reprioritize.