[ It's weirder than it sounds - there are two ships, but that's not a thing he's thought to clarify. The second one died with him blowing up the first one. The second was alive and had a name. The other one was just a ship. ]

I went back because they had technology onboard that would have wiped out entire inhabited planets and that they had worked hard to get. I had nothing left to lose personally and a lot of rage that needed and outlet.

It felt good.