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WASHINGTON. ([personal profile] protocol) wrote2021-10-16 12:49 pm
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-17 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Pietro hasn't used his speed like this with Wash, and he's paying attention to how he reacts to it — that short hiss, grinding into his hand, the growl that rumbles in his his throat, teeth on his neck. He could go harder, so much faster, abrading the skin, building up heat. Pietro hadn't intended it to be a display of his control of things, just an impatient action, but he feels like it is now, with the way Wash takes to it. Pietro doesn't protest when his wrist is grabbed again, he can do this another time, keeps it in the back of his mind to experiment with again. He moves his hips more insistently after the loss of that friction, more desperate for something now that the rub of Wash's cock against his feels dull and muted in comparison. He does let out a ragged little growl in frustration when Wash grabs his other hand too, irritated as they're pulled up over his head. He pulls at that grip slightly, fidgeting, but his eyes are on the knife between Wash's teeth. The belt slides against his neck, under his jaw, that not quite smooth drag of leather over his skin, and Pietro immediately thinks about what he knows he's supposed to, and that irritates him further. He imagines that belt around his neck, how different it would feel to Wash's hand, crushing from all sides at once, what Wash could do to him with both his hand free, while still giving him that restricted feeling as he struggles to breathe. Fuck. Shit.

The thought occurs to him again that he's in over his head, even if he's made some choices, given some direction, because his mind goes to dangerous places and Pietro knows he wouldn't say no to that, not right now. His fingers start vibrating the moment Wash slides the belt around his wrists, pulling them tightly together. Pietro's immediately trying to pick at them, reflexively, moving his fingers and twisting his wrists as much as they'll move, reaching for the edge of the belt that his fingertips just can't quite brush with the way his hands are positioned. He doesn't start tugging against it entirely until Wash is moving his hands behind his head. It's a little more panicked than the testing Pietro had done before when it had just been Wash's hand around his wrist, pinning it to the railing or the wall in that room. His breathing becomes shallower and he bites his lip as he keeps his eyes on that knife, not looking at Wash, not wanting to see those intense and assessing eyes. Then the knife is pressed against his chest, his collarbone, and it stays there. Stays there. For so long that Pietro gets close to squirming, muscles twitching and whines starting to build in the back of his throat, and he bites his tongue before he makes any more comments, pushes any more.

He freezes momentarily when Wash increases the pressure and the knife breaks his skin, a visceral hard pull in his stomach as an echo of that deep pain from his shoulder floods back to him. Pietro lets a quiet whimper escape, and he hates himself for it. It stays shallow, that cut, and the warmth he's come to associate with that light level returns, crackling sensations from firing nerves and arousal pooling in his abdomen. But that question irks him, has him huffing and fidgeting again, his right hand shaking faster and more erratically, and Pietro feels like Wash is mocking him again, all while that rumbling bleeds into his chest and that rough hand strokes over their cocks, and he can't help pressing himself into it and whining.]


You are still making me wait.

[It's spoken too fast and his breath hitches in between a couple of words. He can't stop squirming, unconsciously pulling at the belt because it's there and an annoyance, but constantly working its way to the forefront of things when he wants to focus on the knife and his cock. There are too many points of stimulation.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-18 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yes. Pietro growls over that, a frustrated and insistent noise, but short-lived. He doesn't want to wait any longer here, but also does, conflicting desires increasing his level of irritability, even as Wash's fingers pressing hard around his cock makes arousal far more prominent. He doesn't complain in the end, letting out a broken breathy whine instead, as close to voicing his displeasure as he's going to get right now. The grinding starts again, and Pietro tries to drive it faster, harder, more desperately, leaking cock aching, whining into Wash's mouth, and squirming uncomfortably the moment Wash pulls back to issue that ultimatum, that he won't be given what he wants until he endures something else that clearly agitates him. And Pietro fucking considers it, abdominal muscles tightening with that thread of fierce self-loathing that presents itself at such thoughts.]

Fuck.

[He gets that out in a huffy tone before Wash's mouth is back on his, where Pietro tries to bite his tongue almost viciously in retaliation. He understands this is some kind of test or assessment, and it grates on him, knowing Wash is looking for other limitations, reactions he can push or prod at and manipulate, take Pietro apart with. He knows this, and should be stopping it, but he isn't. Because it's what he wants too, to know what he can take and to uncover why he reacts to things the way he does, to separate arousal and fear or blend them together, he isn't sure.

It converges into frustration and continual edging into desperation with every drag of the knife over his chest. The pulses of pain and excitement vary, ebb and flow, and it's off, not the steady unending way it had been. By the time Wash is on the end of his third mark, Pietro has figured it out, the association, how to make him go harder, just that tiny bit deeper where the pain is perfect and flows through his chest the way he wants it to, the way that makes his cock twitch and strain under Wash's hand. It's when he stops focusing on his wrists, on the restraint, which he can't do for long. His fingers twitch and curl, the muscles in his arms tighten and spasm, and the one part of his brain that can't let it go hones in on it even more. Pietro makes a loud agitated noise, and squirms insistently, with his entire body, his annoyance manifested physically as he pulls back from Wash's mouth. His attempt to get what he wants through alternative means is to beg. Sort of. Pietro's tone is bitchy and sarcastic, a mockery of it as he lets a mewling cant slip into that one word.]


Please.
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-19 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wash pushes the knife in deeper, a sharp shift in direction and trailing slow with consistent pressure down over Pietro's chest, and sparking that level of pain he demanded. Demanded, that's how Pietro is framing it to himself, a demand through begging. He makes a frustrated noise though as Wash lets go of their cocks, ready to complain about it, but doesn't get a chance as Wash strikes him hard. Pietro's abdomen tightens, he sucks in a sharp breath and his nostrils flare as he glares indignantly. He's certainly been hit in the face harder than that, but not slapped, not backhanded like a misbehaving child, and all he feels is utterly incensed and livid. For all of three seconds, when the lasting sting of it, the tender skin he can tell is going to bruise... it makes his cock twitch and his balls ache, and Pietro sucks his bottom lip into his mouth to chew on instead of saying something in protest. Wash has his fingers at his jaw then, pressing hard, smearing precum, looking at him with those intense predatory eyes. Pietro shakes slightly, with anger or fear or something else he can't even identify, and though he continues to say nothing, a brief acknowledgement of that statement flickers in his eyes before he looks away.

He knows what Wash expects from him, and he loathes that one spark inside him that wants to give it to him, wants to please him, that wants to overcome the issue Pietro knows he has, another step in a loss of control that fundamentally frightens him. But he can't do it. His fingers feel hot, burning, and numb at the same time, shaking and flexing and if he could easily abrade his skin like a normal person, his wrists would be bleeding. Those thoughts slip momentarily as Wash bites his lip, a sharp little pain that gets Pietro to refocus. Wash shifts positions, grabbing his thighs and holding him up entirely, braced hard against the wall, rubbing his cock along his ass, and Pietro whines lowly, with some kind of relief and also anticipation, hating himself for shifting his leg to hook around Wash's hip like it comes naturally. He yelps quietly, and that devolves into a genuine mewling as Wash's cock sinks deep, so very very slowly, but persistently. Pietro clenches around it hard, almost violently, as if to take control, overcompensating for the way he still tugs and fidgets with the belt even as he stares at the knife, challenging, and belatedly responds to that dismissal of his feigned plea with a self-satisfied smirk.]


Worked though, yes?
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-19 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro takes another victory in drawing out that soft purr, smirk only faltering once Wash starts to suck on his lip, and Pietro moans quietly. He gasps quickly, a choked little noise stuck in the back of his throat along with it, as he feels the knife at his cock. He stills almost completely then, muscles tightening and tense except for his fingers that still tremble. It drags over his shaft, even just the flat of the blade making his nerves crackle and arousal pool heavily in his abdomen, pulsing down through his cock, hard and continuously leaking. Shit. He's almost desperate to come already. Wash drags the knife higher, and Pietro begins to move again, twitches and light writhing, abdominal muscles fluttering under the blade as it stops near his navel. He wants to press himself against it. Pietro runs his tongue over his lower lip, a quiet breathy laugh escaping at that comment, and he immediately has a response, confident and spoken like it's immutable fact.]

Everyone does. Even like this.

[He can't help but be arrogant about it, even in this position, with red streaks lining his chest, hands bound behind his head, Wash's cock shoved deep in his ass, throbbing impact of that slap still felt against his cheek. He's hot. He knows. It's not as bad as it had been on the roof, and this hasn't yet crossed his threshold into too embarrassing to be proud of, a line that keeps moving further along if Pietro were to be honest with himself.]

Fuck.

[That comes out squeakier than Pietro would have liked, and shifts into a series of high pitched whines as Wash starts to move, hard and insistent, the knife now at his throat, bringing that awareness of arousing fear and anticipatory need for the lighter pain that doesn't come, teasing, not enough. He's on the edge, kept there perpetually with so much stimulation, but not enough, and every strike of Wash's cock scraping along sensitive places inside him increases the irritation and frustration right along with his level of arousal and desperation.]

Fuck. I need-

[He bites his lip and doesn't finish that thought. Pietro's fingers flex and curl and he squirms, he just wants to touch himself and take it that one bit further, completely focused on that task and more annoyed than ever with the belt.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-20 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Wash shifts his grip on his thigh, brings his other leg up, and Pietro makes a loud frustrated noise, aimed at himself as he hooks that leg around Wash's hip too, digs his heels into his back again. He has little leverage to do anything, but there are still efforts made to get Wash to fuck him harder, squeezing around his cock, trying to push his hips forward faster. His nerves are on fire, and it's getting difficult to distinguish sensations from each other, an overall state of heightened sensitivity and perception that makes him want to scream, or cry, or both. Wash keeps fucking him, running his fingers over those shallow cuts and reigniting the sting, and Pietro squirms underneath that touch. He whines in a sharp distressed way that's a mix of agitation and need when Wash grabs his hair. That sharp tug sending heat down his chest and sparking both more obvious struggling at everything, and more defiance as Pietro gets close to his breaking point. Wash's rumbling voice Pietro can't get out of his head, out of his body as it reverberates through him in slow waves, that knife at his throat, there like a promise that won't be fulfilled, just out of reach. His cock throbs hot and his abdominal muscles twitch uncontrollably, but he can't do it. He can't beg. Won't. Not after he'd almost slipped into that moment of weakness, that moment Wash immediately pounced on. Wash is close, his face barely inches away after that kiss, presence oppressive and he's ready to pull at and unravel any thread of acquiescence Pietro will give him.

It's none. Wash gets nothing. Pietro spits in his face, a cornered and feral response on instinct.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-20 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[He might have taken another victory in that small twitch of a reaction, but he doesn't process it, isn't looking for it. Pietro isn't even sure why he did it, it was something, something that wasn't giving in. That fraction of a second is enough for him to have his focus on Wash's cock again, continuing to thrust inside him where Pietro can feel every scrape against raw nerves, every bit of friction and pressure, the stretch of his muscles even as he clamps down onto it, and all of it is not enough. His frustration builds quickly again, and he's completely lost track of even his own slow perception of time when Wash wrenches his head back further and slaps him again. Hard, in the same place already tinged with lingering pain, and now the additional impact sending a deep and not-quite-sharp pulse of it through his jaw. The sound is louder than it should be, heightened to him like everything else, not yet cresting over the edge where it all fades into nothing and background sensations. Wash won't allow it. Allow it. Pietro makes a soft noise as he thinks it, as that knowledge sinks into his brain, a despondent little whine on the edge of a sob he won't let escape.

The knife is back at his abdomen, metal running over his twitching muscles, precise and controlled even as Wash slams into him so brutally. Pietro's nerves are frayed, his fingers feel hot as they vibrate and shake, his muscles ache from straining and flexing and twitching and he still can't stop squirming, moving, desperate for more attention. His breathing comes heavier as Wash slides the knife down to his cock, and Pietro is unaware when he starts mewling, tiny high pitched almost tormented sounds. Wash's mouth is on him again, pressing over the raw place on his lip, over that fresh bruise forming on his cheek. Every thrust is driving sparks behind Pietro's eyes as Wash fucks him hard and deep, and still Pietro pulls at that belt, as if he could make it all stop if he could touch himself. His eyes burn and he bites down hard on his lip, sparking pain that isn't enough to help dull the rest of the sensations, and that's when he breaks. A choked half sob of a noise followed by a slurred stream of words, spilled out together and cracking in places.]


Too much, not enough, please, I need to come, please, let me touch...

[Fuck.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-20 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[It only solidifies for him that he's begging when the knife sinks into his flesh, actually cuts him, with the pressure and flow he wants to it, if not a half step further that makes his breath hitch. Wash trails the blade up his abdomen, keeping it set against his cock, and Pietro feels the first harder sensation that lets him tip just over the plateau of stimulation he was on. Wash is kissing him even as he continues to let words fall from his lips, doesn't know what they are, but he tenses and whines every time he thinks it might have been another 'please'. Wash's possessive rumble, pleased, and still commanding, runs through Pietro's entire being and he both hates it, and doesn't. Pietro bites Wash's tongue once, sharply and quick, but doesn't keep his teeth there, assuming he won't get what he wants if he shows that much defiance, and with those thoughts comes another wave of self-loathing.

Wash's hand is finally on his cock, and it's not what Pietro wants, he wants his own hand there, and he yanks harder at the belt in frustration, but like his bite, just once. Wash's fingers are rough and the squeeze around his cock hard and painful, making Pietro yelp, a short cry of a noise that holds more pleasure in it than anything else. He makes every effort to fuck Wash's hand hard and fast, slightly out of time with Wash's cock pounding into his ass. It doesn't take long for Pietro to finally fall, sensations reaching the peak he'd been desperate for, and when Wash's growl grows more insistent and louder, Pietro comes, muscles snapping tight, clenching so hard around Wash's cock, pressing himself against both the wall and Wash's hand in some awkward stretch of movement, trying to keep all sensations.

And he doesn't for one moment realise this had been successful in making him forget what he wanted to, because it worked.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-20 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro gets his release, but not entirely, stimulation continues in the wake of his orgasm, Wash driving into him deep, hot come splattering inside him, the trail of the knife. He breathes heavily as Wash breaks the kiss to move over his jaw, rough fingers still wrapped around his cock and stroking, not allowing it to become completely flaccid. His abdominal muscles twitch and he tries to still them as Wash carves out another shallow steady line, pain sparking more readily while Pietro is oversensitive to it. And in the midst of that, Pietro clings to that pleased and satisfied sound Wash makes when his growls get quieter, lets his pride seep into it and claim it for his ego.

Wash drags the knife against his thigh, and Pietro whines despite his efforts not to. The knife is retracted then and he makes a huffy discontented noise as Wash squeezes his thigh and forces him forward to lean his weight against his chest. Pietro shifts and starts to bring his hands back in front of him, but Wash is in the way, biting at his lip, and he gives up half-way through, hands shaking, muscles in his arms twitching. He moans quietly when Wash gets his mouth on his throat, a slight purr of his own that's far less effective. Wash's sticky fingers grip at Pietro's other thigh as he's lifted from the wall completely, his muscles tense even as he squirms slightly to balance himself better. They're almost in the bedroom before Pietro makes a disgruntled noise and all attempts at helping Wash hold him easily shift to frustrated fidgeting and insistent tugs on the belt.]


Are you going to let me down?

[It's irritable and somewhat demanding, but it's not his real question, there wouldn't be as much apprehension underneath the tone in it.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-21 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Pietro grumbles and shifts uncomfortably, but eventually settles on the bed in all of two seconds. He blows an audible breath from his nose as Wash takes up space between his thighs, and he doesn't feel any less of that oppression than he had in Wash's arms. His eyes are on the knife again, only momentarily, aware again now of every stinging slice from it over his torso. Wash distracts him from that with his other hand, and Pietro groans quietly as he watches Wash's tongue drag so slowly over his fingers, tasting Pietro's come.

That hand is on this thigh, and he moves then, rolling his eyes as he gets his hands in front of him. He has no intention of asking for Wash's assistance, only begins to gnaw at the leather of the belt with his teeth. He could get out of it in fractions of a second this way, but he wants to see what Wash will do, and he's deliberately slow about it instead.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-21 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He isn't surprised by Wash's actions in the least, almost expected it, lets him tear his wrists away from his mouth, lingering taste of leather as it scrapes across his teeth. Pietro's abdomen tightens, a quick jerk of a sensation at it all the same, and he doesn't pull back once Wash has hold of his wrists. He glares hotly for a second, a defiant flicker in his eyes even as he does absolutely nothing to get himself out this situation. Wash confirms that as Pietro's gaze shifts to the knife and he hisses at it slides into his thigh, teasing, not deep enough, barely existent pain that is nothing but an irritation in its mockery. It distracts him enough that his thoughts slide out of his mouth.]

So I could not get out?

[It's quiet and questioning as his eyebrows knit together and he presses his teeth into his bottom lip. He'd said he needed to move, and he does, almost desperately at times, uncontrollably, and thinking about it, he can almost feel the impact of running into those concrete walls so many times when it had all been beyond his control. His fingers shake and he tugs unconsciously at the belt again. His eyes remain on the knife.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-21 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Pietro hates himself for it, for understanding that shift in Wash's grip, what that tightening is signalling to him. And that he tries it, wills himself to rein in the anxious response, stilling the fingers of his left hand after a couple of failed attempts, but the right remains shaky, erratic movement. Over time. He understands that too, his "for now" reiterated in a different way, but there within that rumbling voice, very clear to him. Pietro shifts and squirms to get comfortable again the moment Wash pushes him down, wrists pinned above his head. His breathing comes more heavily, and before he even looks at Wash, he tips his head back to look at his hands, testing the restraint again as if it had changed and he doesn't already know what every piece of that belt rubbing against his skin feels like and exactly how far he could pull and twist his wrists.

Wash's presence steals his focus again, that knife at his jaw, knees between his thighs. He stares back boldly as Wash speaks again, telling him what he could do, offering, and letting his fingers run over the belt. Pietro's cock twitches and his chest tightens. Offering. That's what it is, has always been. If Pietro wants it, he can have it, have that control taken from him, but he needs to admit first that he wants it, admit it to himself as much as agree to it. But he doesn't, not verbally, only snorts dismissively and rolls his eyes.]


I will believe that when I see it.
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-21 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro lets a frustrated noise settle in the back of his throat for a moment as Wash continues to tease, drag the knife over his throat, to where he'd made the first cut, down over his chest and abdomen, trailing through the drying come. So fucking slow, and so little pressure. He tries not to squirm, but by the end, he's fidgeting in that way where he doesn't know if he wants more or less of it. It ends with a short growl of both disappointment and relief when the knife leaves his skin and Wash leans over him, keeping that pressure on his wrists, that oppressive weight on top of him.

He's aware of every little sound, drawn out and heightened in his spike of apprehension, and he moves slightly, trying to shift over enough to get a look at things before Wash decides he gets to see them. It's pointless and he can't see over the edge of the bed. It doesn't take long at all, but Pietro is almost ready to demand Wash just pull something out of that drawer and get on with it when he finally does. Pietro's only experience with specific bondage rope was that one class, the only time he's seen it, and this is more familiar, a normal length of rope one would have for any number of things. Rougher, thicker, possibly easier to fray and more susceptible to friction, a notion Pietro sets aside for the time being. Wash moves his wrists again, and he watches it from an awkward angle looking above him, even as he inches himself up further on the bed, helping and hating himself for it.

His shift is immediate when Wash undoes the belt, a short burst of motion where Pietro shakes out his hands and squirms to get the stiffness out of his shoulders, but he doesn't pull that hand out of Wash's grip when he gets hold of it, settling down then as much as he can, even if he uses his free hand to poke at and play with everything he can touch, the rope, the headboard, fingers blurred in their quick movements, pulling at things, trying to wedge them underneath the coils of rope being wrapped around his other wrist, completely focused on that and no longer paying attention to Wash.]

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