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WASHINGTON. ([personal profile] protocol) wrote2021-10-16 12:49 pm
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-11 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[He finds it even more difficult to breathe with Wash so close, the oppressive and domineering presence sucking all of the air out of the space. Pietro digs his heels into Wash's back, to exert some pressure of his own, to have an illusion of control within his illusion of giving it up. At this moment, he realises exactly how completely fucked up this is, that he wants this, needs this, has to have it ripped from him because he clings too tightly to it and it's impossible to do it on his own. Wash's compliment sends a cold shiver down Pietro's spine despite how hot he feels, and he struggles to speak, automatic response, yes I am, so good. His fingers shake more violently, nearly vibrating, as Wash tightens his grip on his throat.

When Wash lets go of his wrist, Pietro drops his hand to his thigh, digging his fingers in. He could grab for his cock again, but he wants to find out too. His cock is so hard, and leaking, and every rub against Wash's abdomen has his balls tightening. Yes, he could come from just this, just getting to the edge of nothing. After that one hard press of his fingers, Wash is starting in increments again, and Pietro wants to complain about it, his impatient fidgeting just amounts to scraping his back uselessly against the bricks, Wash is too close to allow him room he needs to squirm incessantly. His movements still soon enough, and the first bright sparks bloom at the edges of his vision even with his eyes closed. The harder Wash chokes him, the more pain Pietro takes from it, bruises forming, the inside still raw and now compressed, the reflexive attempts at swallowing that just hurt, it all gives way to a sense of drifting warmth Pietro gets lost in.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-11 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Something about that pleased rumbling makes Pietro want to fight against it, like giving Wash what he wants is counter to what Pietro wants, even though it isn't. His abdomen tightens hard as he struggles with those mixed feelings. They slip from his mind almost as soon as he focuses on them, as Wash thrusts more intensely, somehow getting deeper inside him and hitting an angle and amount of pressure that makes Pietro reflexively squeeze around him tightly as the increased force in the grip around his throat strangles his loud whines before they fully form. Wash pulls at him again, driving his body down harder onto his cock, and he can feel himself letting go of more control as his muscles quiver and strain with nowhere to release his desperate energy built up through overstimulation. Pietro can feel his lungs burning, like he's drowning in nothing, and with every exhale hot at his lips, he gasps harder for more oxygen. Wash's growls fade to a quiet background noise as Pietro drifts further and loses his hold on the last threads of coherent thought and perception, and with that release comes his physical one, balls and abdomen tightening, muscles stiffening abruptly as he reaches orgasm.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-11 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro is still in the first aftershocks of release when Wash comes inside him, and he tightens his muscles again, clamping down hard as that come splatters his raw insides. It pulls him back enough to be aware of things again for a fraction of a second before Wash's hand tightens at his throat and he can't breathe at all. His fingers tremble at Wash's arm, but he doesn't squeeze, doesn't opt for that conscious release wile he still has the ability to think about it. Once the waves of orgasm have faded, Pietro struggles briefly in that involuntary instinctive way, fighting to breathe, opening his eyes again, sharply focused initially, but quickly glazing over. His fingers pulse with a throbbing heat and tingling, his chest tight and painful, like it might implode. Pietro can feel the edges of oblivion threading through him, and when he's almost on the verge of blacking out and his hand slips from his thigh, he can taste air. It doesn't last, and soon he's drowning again, in Wash's mouth, nearly swallowing his tongue and sputtering around it.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-11 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[For a moment, all Pietro can focus on is breathing what little air he's given, and slowly, he becomes more aware of things again, of all points of stimulation flooding back to perceptible levels and overwhelming him. He squirms and shifts, uncomfortable and trapped. Wash's cock is still in his ass, still thrusting inside him. He tightens his hold on Wash's waist, heels digging in hard as Wash moves his hand from his ass. Pietro braces his back harder against the wall as much as he can to further offset the change in weight distribution, almost an automatic response for optimisation.

The grip on his throat is still firm, still there, Wash fingering his new bruises and the ghosts of old ones, and Pietro feels a pull of arousal in his abdomen again. He lets out a strangled whine, forced through his bruised throat once it's open enough, as Wash grabs his hair and yanks his head back against the bricks. That's familiar too, the sharp pain in his scalp just another sensation that has him more on edge, more unsettled. He adjusts his shaking fingers at Wash's arm, and finally finds the coordination to lift his free hand again, gripping Wash's shoulder for more support, groaning in frustration with himself when he realises it could be described as clinging. Something comes out of his mouth that might have been an attempt at 'fuck'.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-12 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Pietro makes a quiet yelp of a noise at that harder tug in his hair. It hurts to vocalise things, but he can't help himself, and continues to whine, now bent with irritation, when Wash's fingers leaves his throat. He sucks in a sharp ragged breath, feeling that hand running roughly over his cock. It twitches and Pietro squirms, tries to push into Wash's touch, but that only sparks more immediate arousal with Wash's cock rubbing against sensitive nerves, and he moans. Wash's fingers trail over his stomach, scraping through his come. That rumbling voice draws Pietro's attention back to solely Wash, his presence, and the sharpness of that quick bite has his entire body twitching once. He runs his tongue over Wash's, curling around it like he had his cock, before it's pulled away.

Wash's hand is back on his throat directly, and Pietro can feel the tackiness of his come-covered fingers over fresh bruises. Despite himself, Pietro sucks his bottom lip into his mouth and chews at the bleeding bite, contemplating things he should be rejecting outright. His thoughts swirl, already a mess before he'd even contacted Wash tonight, and one part of him that screams louder then the rest insists Pietro deserves this kind of treatment, not only wants to be broken, but deserves it. He meets Wash's gaze steadily, but it's not with fierce defiance. An edge of that, lingering, but what reflects most is his desperation and and a pathological curiosity that always has him pushing for more. How far would he go? What would Wash do if Pietro just said —]


Yes.
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-12 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fuck. Shit. He'd said it, and now he can see the fallout already. Pietro has all the time to register each shift in Wash's expression and body language now that he's focused again and not drifting off, and what he sees has his abdomen tightening violently, a mix of fear and arousal locking down his muscles. Wash's eyes darken, spark momentarily, like Pietro hit on something that dredges up more primal and visceral need, and he can feel that in the way Wash's cock moves inside him. Pietro writhes slightly in response, stilling again when Wash repeats that word back to him. Pietro's stomach drops and he knows he's likely far in over his head already, and though his fingers shake more noticeably, his thighs quiver, and he glances down the alley to the street like he's marking an escape route, he stays right where he is, the burning flame of defiance now directed inwards. Pietro won't back down from the accidental challenge he's given himself, to see this out, discover if Wash is capable of driving all of his agonising intrusive thoughts from his mind, where he can forget about his sister and the guilt that comes with it, almost palpable to him still even as he desperately means to shake it in any way he can.

Wash moves his hips, shoves him harder against the wall, those fingers in his hair more considering, twisting and playing. It's dissonant, and Pietro squirms again. Wash doesn't ever seem to be easily provoked or rattled like Pietro, but that's what he can hear now, in the way Wash's words come with less precision, are less clear and purposeful, running on instinct and his own desires he lets come through them. Pietro can't help but feel he's broken through something, and that self-satisfaction of making even a small crack is enough to have Pietro huff a quiet amused noise. Those words echo in his ears, weighing down on him as he tightens his muscles around Wash's hardening cock, licks his lips as those fingers press more firmly into his throat.]


You would love that, yes?

[His voice is almost a whisper, but with a harsh edge to it, tone half mocking and half full of want.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-12 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro's smirk falters as Wash tightens his hold on his hair and stares at him, that desire naked in his eyes as he blatantly admits it. He's not sure what to do about it, that kind of response to him, and Pietro furrows his eyebrows slightly, confused over it all. Nothing he says has any effect on this man, and it's something he'd figured out before, but the concept of which hadn't fully sunken in. It still doesn't, not entirely, though Pietro notes that Wash's voice is that normal controlled intensity again, no hint of what Pietro perceived as a vulnerability to poke, to prod and unravel. It's no longer there. He glances away for a moment, away from that steady gaze, eyes flicking up to Wash again only when he continues speaking, want and desire in his voice again like before. And Pietro scoffs, rolling his eyes, dismissive about that class they first met in.]

I signed up for a lot of classes.

[An echo of what he'd said then, his excuse for interrupting that class and being a general nuisance about it, that he'd had no attachment to the subject matter. It held no interest any more than the other classes he'd chosen, nearly randomly. It has been a long time, especially for Pietro, and he remembers little of the actual topics at hand. Was there something you wanted in that there? No. No, he could say so then, hadn't even considered such things, still inexperienced and unaware of what it could do for him, unaware he even wanted what he now knows he does. At that time, Pietro never would have allowed himself into that position voluntarily, and it's why he hadn't shown up for the exam, keeping his tight hold on control.

Wash keeps talking, rumbling against his chest, and Pietro listens to the timbre of his voice, takes in the changes in him, how he'd let himself get too stimulated too. Not just taking, giving in to Pietro, to his body, not as intent on breaking him here. He understands that. Wash wants more, and Pietro thinks he expects to get it without question. That irritates him, and he writhes and fidgets as the proposition worms its way inside him. Fuck. He wants to move incessantly just thinking about it, fingers shaking violently, his muscles twitching so fast they're on the verge of vibrating as Wash's fingers dig into his jaw. When Pietro speaks, his voice is unsteady, whether it's from vibrations or fear or something else is difficult to discern, even to him, but his statement is flat, factual.]


That is torture.
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Pietro glares hotly in response to those words, annoyed Wash can get to him so easily, get under his skin and make him confront things. Torture blended into pleasure for him once, and like Wash's bruises, Pietro still knows where every trace of Ororo's switchblade ran over his chest and his thighs. He bears no scars from it, but he knows all the same. He'd thought about that with Wash last time too, how until him, it had been the closest Pietro had gotten to that space where nothing exists, been where he'd discovered it. A fierce pulse of heat runs down through his abdomen and his cock as Wash asks that question, palm now pushing against his throat, pulling hard at his hair. Yes. Yes, he wants it. Fuck. Pietro bites his lip to keep himself from saying so, because he is scared, not of knives or pain, not of choking on Wash's cock again. Of not being able to move, not having physical means of escape if he needs to, like he does here. It's his primary concern, and the deeper fears of his own self-reflection are buried for the moment.

Wash's fingers slide into his mouth and Pietro sets his teeth on them, not hard, but holding them there while he decides what he wants. If he wants to give up that much control, and that is what it would be, he realises it afterwards. He swallows thickly, and after another moment of indecision, releases Wash's fingers from the press of his teeth and licks at them instead, tasting himself. His words aren't the most intelligible with Wash's fingers in his mouth, but he gets them out, quick and clipped, a terse agreement.]


I do not want to think. Make me forget.

[The last part is issued as an order, but comes out in a heavy breath, shaky and with underlying desperation.]
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[He whines as those fingers are pulled form his mouth, even though they had been a hindrance just a second ago. He licks his lips, swallows a couple of times while his throat is completely free, and starts to shift his legs around Wash's waist, in one position for far too long. Pietro sees the knife right away, and hadn't expected Wash to produce one, the unawareness of someone who doesn't have to worry about weapons, could handle himself without them. He watches Wash turn the knife in his hands, and it's familiar in a way, he can tell it's meant to be thrown, optimised for it. He handles knives like that at his gym, sees them all the time, but not like this. Eloise has never threatened him with them, and in the back of his mind, Pietro thinks maybe he should ask her to. Those thoughts slip away as Wash presses the blade against his throat. his abdominal muscles tighten hard again, and he squirms slightly while simultaneously trying not to move too much. And at that statement, Pietro rolls his eyes exaggeratedly, needing to make a show of things and press on fast before he can reconsider his choices.]

Yes, yes, you have said. "Come home with me", was it?

[He speaks quickly, words close to smashing into each other, but he still tries to downplay eager notes in them to irritated impatience. He brings one finger up to run over the knife as if he might push it away easily.]

We would be there already if you thought to take your cock out an hour ago.
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro inhales audibly as Wash slides the blade slightly over his neck. He feels the tiny prick of it dragging on forever, and his cock twitches. He makes a small frustrated noise at himself, and his reply is more snappish than the mocking he tries for.]

I know. I am irresistible. Established fact.

[He whines softly as Wash pulls his cock out, involuntarily clenching around it and shifting uncomfortably as sparks of arousal get set off again. Pietro braces himself against the wall and unhooks his legs from around Wash's waist. They're stiff and tingly from being there so long, and once his feet are on the ground, he keeps one hand on the bricks, leaning into it, until they stop shaking. It only takes a couple of seconds, but it feels like minutes to him, long enough to annoy him. Slipping out from between Wash and the wall quickly in a blur of blue and white, Pietro finds his discarded pants, and has them pulled up and buttoned, fiddling with the belt before he even turns to looks at Wash again, less than half a second later.]

Are we going, old man, or have you changed your mind?
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[He smirks at that look, knowing he still has Wash thinking about him constantly. Pietro glances down the alleyway. He'd seen the motorcycle when they came out into the alley, but hadn't thought anything of it. Apparently, it's Wash's, and Pietro runs over to it, to run his fingers along the sleek metal.]

I like the purple.

[It could be mocking, but it's not, his taste's aligning more with Sombra's. He crosses his arms and leans against the motorcycle for a moment, like he's making a decision, but it was already made the second Wash spoke. He hates transportation of any kind, all too slow and even if it would get him somewhere faster than walking at a normal person's pace, he moves less and it's therefore more torturous to endure.]

We are walking. Riding is worse. You want to take this? Tell me where you live and I will meet you there. Trust me to show up, yes?
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pietro scoffs at receiving a ping, digging his device out of his pocket like it's a tedious chore to check it. Which it is, when Wash could have verbally told him, but it also gets Pietro to step away from the motorcycle. The provided apartments in the Up. Pietro knows them, had lived there for all of three weeks with his first contract partner, Steve having never moved out either, despite being in the city for around a year. He could be there in the time it would take Wash to walk less than a quarter of a block, and he's very tempted to do that, just run off. He shifts his weight from foot to foot, hand starting to shake as he slides his phone back into his pocket. He wants to run there, but it's the public housing, and someone will see him waiting, waiting for this, half-dressed and barefoot with fresh bruises over his throat, lip red and puffy where it had been bitten. It's best to slink in from the street to minimize that, as Pietro knows he won't be allowed into the building ahead of time. His current contract partner doesn't live there.

He sighs in exasperation at the logistics, even as he glances at the knife in Wash's hand, how he moves it deftly, tempting him and making him lick his lips unconsciously. Fuck. A tight coil of heat forms in his stomach, realising he hadn't given any previous thought to option number three — running home. Wash puts the knife away and Pietro rushes by him to get out ahead, zipping off down the street like he might run all the way there, but he stops and turns two building away, lifting one hand impatiently and shouting, despite just considering he didn't want to be seen in this state.]


Hurry up, old man!
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[personal profile] gola 2023-07-13 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[It takes forever for Wash to catch up with him, and Pietro taps his foot the entire time, fidgeting irritably, and he has other reasons for it besides impatience, trying to burn off every bit of pent-up energy before they get to the apartments, adrenaline and that underlying element of fear only making him far more restless. When Wash finally reaches him, grabbing his arm, Pietro rolls his eyes, and hadn't expected much else, that possessiveness muted but still there. Only the way Wash pulls him closer and slides his arm around him makes Pietro scoff indignantly, that friendly familiarity somehow more offensive than if Wash were to drag him off somewhere by his wrist, but it's a sound that trails off too soon into a soft gasp at the presence of that second knife, presumably kept up Wash's sleeve, the sharp point of it grazing Pietro's skin. His muscles tighten under it, and he feels that blade as if it's pressing up against a bruise that's no longer there, heat prickling in his stomach as he shivers once.

He furrows his eyebrows at that smile, both disturbed and further irritated by it. Wash doesn't need to keep up some kind of appearances out here. Pietro has never been respectful or leaning into his station in public, frequently doing the opposite with provocative intent, and it grates on him to be shoved into it like this. He huffs and wraps his trembling fingers around Wash's wrist, not pulling it away, but pressing the knife against himself more firmly, a reminder that they're not here to talk. That's not what Pietro wants, and only what he wants matters. The question gets ignored in favour of a raised eyebrow and a direct and level sideways look at Wash as they continue walking at a snail's pace. Pietro speaks casually, and his statement is true as far as he knows, unless that weird metal piece at the back of Wash's neck affords him some superhuman abilities to withstand such force.]


I could kill you in less than a second if I wanted. You realise that by now, yes?

[He is in control, and whether he needs to remind Wash or himself, he has to draw attention to it.]

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